So scared 😢

Is anyone else terrified to have their baby? I don’t know how to explain how i feel. This baby was not an accident. We had a miscarriage right before trying again and there isn’t anything i wanted more than this baby. I’ve been excited this entire pregnancy but now that I’m in the final stretch it’s like the closer i get to my due date the more and more terrified i become. I keep wondering if I’ve made a terrible mistake by having a child. I feel like I’m going to be a horrible mother and i just don’t know how I’m going to do this. I love my son but i just don’t know what’s going to happen once he is here and I’m scared. Has anyone else felt this way? I don’t know how to move past this fear.