Happy tears

I just found out I'm pregnant with my third. It was completely unexpected, as I was taking birth control religiously. I had this terrible guilt because this is my third and I accidentally got pregnant, but my sister in law can't get pregnant on purpose. I sobbed when I told her. And I told her how sorry I was. She said it was okay and then she herself sobbed when she walked away. I gave her my last pregnancy test, and said I don't know if you want this, but it looks like I won't need it.

This morning she got up and said she just had this feeling that she needed to test. She peed, dipped the test, put it down and started brushing her teeth. She wasn't expecting anything since she tested last week with no luck. So anyways she just glances at it, and immediately called my mom. Y'all, she's pregnant! After so many years of heartache and 7 Miscarriages, she's pregnant! She even got a strong positive, and has never had one so strong. I hugged her and cried so hard. The joy, the relief, the no longer feeling guilty, it was so many emotions. We both are excited to be going through this together. And as of right now, based off our LMP we are due the same time.

🤷 I'm still crying happy tears.