I am a stay at home mom and I honestly hate this so much I miss being free and independent being out all the time. I've always been on my own never had anyone depending on me and never had someone in my life permanently in life whenever things got hard I would quit and walk away and i know now I can't. I love my daughter but there is times I hate being with her at home stuck in a room I hate having to entertain her 24/7 I don't know what to do! I have lost myself nothing I do is for me its all for my daughter I feel like shit I feel ugly I have no energy to do anything... I just want to be alone for a moment but dont get the chance because I feel guilty asking my husband to be alone I feel like a complete asshole for feeling like this.. is this normal? How can I change how I feel? I do my best to make my daughter happy but inside I feel like I'm dying. I know I sound selfish but I cant help it.