Not sure what’s wrong with me lately, but my mental health has been really fucked up. I can’t seem to motivate myself for things I used to love doing. I feel like I’m putting on a show for people close to me so they don’t fret over me, but I don’t feel okay at all. I’ll love to go to therapy, but I don’t have health insurance right now and it’s too much out of pocket. I really want to get healthier and back to normal (whatever that is now) but I’m really not sure how to