I need advice I have no girls that I can really get advice from....

So I'm 17 and me and my boyfriend of almost 3 years broke up 2 weeks ago, he was my first everything my first boyfriend,my first love, the first guy I have every had sex with and I'm trying so hard to get over him but it just isn't happening. He broke up with me because he said I made him feel like less of a "man" because I have a job and he chose to play sports, throughout our whole relationship I've brought him 3 video games lol they were like $60 a piece and I brought them only on special occasions like his birthday and Christmas, he's brought me things too. He also said there's always a problem it's either my abusive mother or my insecurities that I have, I don't really have a lot of friends so he was the only person I could run to when I had a problem he told me to come to him if I had one I guess it was to much for him to handle. I'm just so confused as to how I made him feel like less of a "man". I also found out he likes one of my friends that I'm cool with but not that close enough to tell everything to...

Everyone is telling me to move on but I can't because he still runs across my mind, my heart aches cuss I still love him, and I cry almost everyday. I hate feeling like this, and I want to call him so badly just to hear his voice and tell him I still love him but that's not gonna change anything. He wants to be friends but I don't know if I can just "be friends" with someone I'm still in love with....

What do I do?

HELP ME

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