7 weeks PP and Grieving

Cocoa

Wednesday I loss my dad after a 2 year battle with cancer. I’ve always known that he wasn’t expected to live much longer due to him having stage 4 lung cancer, but there’s just no way you can prepare yourself for that.

I am my fathers only daughter and I just recently had my first child. I’m so glad that he was able to meet her and love on her, but I still want to be selfish and say that I would rather have him here with us to watch her grow.

My father has been the rock in my life for so long, of course being the only girl he has spoiled me with so much love. Always showing what to expect in my future husband and what real true and genuine love is. He has been my protector, courage and my strength for my whole life. Right now I’m just at a lost, I just don’t know what to do. I can barely keep myself together but now I have a daughter to depending on me.

If you all can just take a moment and say a prayer for me and just to leave a few kind words to help me get through this. Especially if you’ve been through this before tell me your story.