Okay so I have a pretty high sex drive. If my boyfriend and I could have sex multiple times a day, I would be happy. And he always says that he loves that I am that way and yet we only have sex like 7-9 times a month. It's not that we don't have opportunities to. We can't live together or even spend the night with each other until we are married because of his religious family but that's okay with me. We still have the ability to have sex daily.

So my issue is, he watches porn. I mean duh. I do too. But I don't actually enjoy taking care of myself I would much rather just have sex. Anyway, I get so jealous when he is too tired to have sex or something but I know he goes home and watches porn and it makes me so upset for some reason. It makes me feel like I am not good enough when I am more than happy to have sex with him literally whenever he wants. I know I can't tell him to stop watching porn and masturbating. That's just dumb and controlling. I just want to stop feeling this way when I feel like he goes home and just takes care of himself rather than having sex with his very willing girlfriend. I feel like I am going crazy because of it. Please don't give me any negative feedbad as I already know this is ridiculous. I am legitimately trying to get help for this.