I’m pregnant with my first baby and I’m absolutely terrified of giving birth...I’ll be 19 weeks in 2 days but the farther along in my pregnancy the more giving birth has been on my mind...it’s almost like I’m having a panic attack and I can’t breathe...I tried everything I could to get pregnant and im so grateful but I just wish this paralyzing fear would leave me...I don’t want to go into labor...I want a scheduled c section as early as possible so I don’t have to experience contractions at all but I know it doesn’t always work that way...I’m also scared that my fear is gonna make labour more drawn out difficult and painful for me but I have no idea what to do to make this fear go away...how am I gonna do this? I’m literally in tears here😢😢