It seems like postpartum depresion is finallly hitting me im pushing everyone away even my spouse n i just wanna be left alone but deep inside i need help. i feel like ima failure , wont be successful, i dont work anymore.( i had to stop due to eclampsia) n now ima stay at home mom. I cry here wen im alone. i dont feel like im strong enough. I did my 6 week postpartum checkup n she gave me a depression screening and on a scale of 1-10 i was a 7 and they said it should get better but i feel like its gottten worse. 😩 what could i do? i have no friends at all. im all alone