I was in a relationship for almost three years with a guy I thought I’d end up with but it just didn’t seem to work out for the time being. This was last March when we broke up and I finally went out this past Thursday and had my first hook up ever. I thought it was fun, obviously not as fun as having a connection with someone but I wanna do it again. I’m 19 and a girl and I’m all for feminism I’m just scared that if I sleep around and get my count up (# of guys I have sex with) people will judge me, especially maybe any guys I want to have a serious relationship with. I think I do want to go out and have fun but I’m scared to be judged or regret it in the future.... not sure what to do :(