Hi my name is Becky me and my partner Anthony suffered a stillbirth at 38 weeks pregnant. I went in for my routine checkup and heard those gut wrenching words "we can't find a heartbeat". I held it together for a short period afterwards then after that collapsed into a great depression and darkness I've only just started finding my feet again. We lost our little boy Julian on 14th  September 2012 And had him on September 17th 2012. We have had our ups and downs. But we are at the moment at least going along better then we have done in a long time. I thought I'd form this group because I know there are mothers out there that have been through these tragic circumstances as well. I wanted this group to be a place where those mothers can come to that are now trying for a baby for their rainbow Or are considering trying to conceive or just a place where they can talk to people have been through the same loss. A place for them to feel safe to ask questions and feel comfortable with the ladies and people and group around them. With a shared understanding and probably similar circumstances before and afterwards I believe we can all help each other out. See each other through the tough times and get excited at each mother that triumphs over tragedy. And to celebrate each and every rainbow that each mother and father is blessed with. I really hope everyone feels comfortable in this group  the more ladies that feel  comfortable enough to join the bigger the group and more support each mother will get until strangers from around the world become great friends because nobody understands it like someone who has been there. To all the members who join the group I am so very sorry about your losses and I hope you find comfort and support in this group.