Really disppointed 😔

Nxt mnth gonna be my 4 years annversry with my bf but im really dsspointed with him. Im gonna fulfill everythng he want even tho i dont like it. I jst ask him to cmpany me and i will treat for the expenses but his respond really make me down. I cnt understand my own feeling bcz he keep make me sad but i still love him. Hurm 😔