All I've done today is cry. I feel like I'm a bad mom. Not sure why, just like I feel like I should hold my baby more, but then the house is a mess and I feel like I should do that. Then i know I need to eat but I dont wanna eat. And I feel like my 8 year old is neglected, even though he says he isnt. I just want to do it all and I know I cant so I hate myself for it. I would never think of hurting a child etc so it's not to that extent but my crying is out of control. It's almost like I love my kids so much that I'm terrified of failing them. Hopefully a dr can help. I had this with my first but it seems more intense this time around :(