Feeling so depressed after my ectopic

Lauren • Ectopic Pregnancy 01/2019 💔 👼🏻 up above // TTC#1 since 07/2018

I found out I was pregnant in December. In early January I was around 6 weeks along when they realized I was having an ectopic pregnancy and we had to end the pregnancy. I can’t shake this feeling of depression and guilt. I feel like it was my only chance to get pregnant and now I never will again. Anyone get pregnant soon after an ectopic pregnancy and have a healthy pregnancy? We can’t TTC for another 2 months but I’m really eager to try again. I want to be a mom so bad. I’m just so afraid of another heartbreak and disappointment. It’s been so hard on my husband and I. 💔