Okay so my boyfriend started dating 2 1/2 years ago and we've last and this year talked about the future and I have given small hints on him asking for my hand. And I really want to marry him. BUT his mom doesn't let us see each other often and now that he's living in Texas for 3 months now, we don't see each other. I want to visit him but I hardly have $ and with my learning disability its hard to get a job, and if I do visit him I have to either stay with him and his mom or stay 13 miles away to the closest town and get a hotel. What do I do? I have even considered moving down where he lives, though it will be hard for me especially when I know the only reason that I am babysitting my 1 year old baby brother is cause with our low income situation we cant afford childcare for him while mom's working and he's one of the people who makes me happy (when he's not getting in trouble or throwing tantrums) and I could always video chat and see him but I don't know what I should do anymore