So I return to work Monday and I have been crying so much this last week! Here is sit at 6 am holding my LO and tears are just streaming down my face! With my first he had so many hospital bills that I didn’t struggle as much, I did cry but not like this bc I know I needed to work to pay the bills. With her I don’t my husband has a great job but loves to spend! I feel like I live his dream and I am just along for the ride. My heart feels broken each time I think of leaving her. Doesn’t help I hate my job either not the people just the job...it’s so stressful and my team is hard to supervise. Idk how I will drop her off. I just want to take her to work with me. Hoping someone can relate. My little sweet girl!