I know this will get easier. I can’t stop looking at pictures of Finnley. She was just so beautiful. It’s crazy how much we already loved her and how much I already felt such a bond with her. I could have never understood that feeling until now. We know it’ll get easier with time but right now it feels like the cruelest form or torture. Remembering the little time we did have, without becoming overwhelmingly sad and angry that we will never have more with her. I’m the most thankful for Kris. He’s the best partner I could ever ask for in going through this. He’s my rock. We miss her so much already 💕 It’s harder than expected to leave 2018 behind when I know Finnley was still supposed to be with me. I know I have hard months ahead and good months ahead too. “There are years that ask questions, and years that answer.” 💕 Finnley Grace 💕