Advice please!!

Lexi

I'm currently 22w4days Pregnant and me and my SO are a couple right now. We almost broke up yesterday a whole bunch of things got thrown around but I blame myself I have been so moody lately I haven't been much of a good SO to him and he said some things that hurt me. I'm trying so hard not to hang on to the things he said. He's currently in another state working, he told me that he wasn't going to be here for the rest of my pregnancy. So I got extremely emotional. He just doesn't understand how much that meant to me. It seems like I'm all alone already I just don't know what could happen as of right now. He says he will be here for the birth of her but I don't know if he will really. Everything he says now seems to be a big lie. Help me out someone give me advice please.