I’m a FTM and due with a baby girl in a month and a few days . Lately I’ve been super protective of her and she’s not even born yet 😭 my grandma keeps asking if she is going to be able to watch her sometimes and I keep telling her she can but I have to be there. I’m super picky on how things are done and who will be around my daughter not saying my family will do anything bad but literally anything can happen. My mom is like a co owner of a daycare so that’s where my baby is going to go, I’m terrified of leaving her at a daycare but I have no other choice. Am I a bad person that I don’t want to leave my baby alone with family members? I feel bad but they have to understand that I’m her mom and I’m not going to just let anyone watch her. I’m a very independent person and hate relying on anyone. If I need help I will obviously ask for it but I’m not willingly going to pawn my baby off on anyone.