What do I do?

Romy

So basically I have recently pursued a new boy. He is honestly so sweet will do anything for me, He pays for all my meals, he always asks me how my day was et cetera. However I went to his house tonight and all was fine started kissing and then we started properly snog. Basically I’m the first girl that he has ever properly kissed and liked so it wasn’t the best. We then began to get a little bit more frisky and he was stroking my boobs and giving them pecks as if that’s meant to turn me on. The kissing was pretty rubbish and then he tried to rub my clit and couldn’t find it and then he got on top but just laid there on top of me like a dead body. Me and my ex broke up about six months ago and he tried to get back with me a month ago whilst I was talking to this new boy but declined to get back with him because I didn’t want to create any more drama and go through the same hurt again but every time I’m in the situation with the new boy sexually I feel unattractive to him just because I know my ex knew how to go down on me. What should I do? Xxxx