he just left...

so boyfriend decided to move to the other side of the state. last minute. there was no real goodbye. part of me wants to be pissed off but the other part wants to just see him once more. i haven’t seen him since christmas and won’t until when i’m able to move next year.

what do i do?? he doesn’t have a phone anymore.

i mean, was i wrong? was i wrong for saying that? i just don’t wanna lose him. but i feel like i already have.