Letting go

I’ve been trying to make a relationship work for 2 years now. I finally stopped trying yesterday and I haven’t reached out or done anything like I would usually do in order to get him back. I told him I’d do anything just to see him smile and all I wanted was for him to be happy. I’m closer to letting go fully. I just need to throw away all the things he bought me and delete his number. I’m really struggling with letting go but it’s for the best because I deserve someone that will love me the way I love him. I just wish I could bring myself to delete all the pictures of him or us.. my grandpa always said there would be so many boys I wouldn’t remember this ones name but I’m not sure he’s right about that..I think this one really meant something to me but I learned a lot from this relationship so hopefully I’ll grow from this experience and be a better woman.