Have u ever been so depresed that you eat your problems away😩its crazy because im supposed to be trying to lose weight and be healthy but in my mind im like "nobody believes in me so why should i"? im stuck in the house with a newborn and toddler Im losing my mind. i cant go work out its no use. I wanna see my Ob but then BOOM my medicaid for prenant women have expired and applying for new insurance might take a while and a whole process and i need help NOW . I am alone. my sisters turned their backs on me. Like in my head sisiters are suppose to be close but i guess not in my family 😢 My family laugh when i mention depreession or mock me . no one takes it seriously. im literally sitting here in bed crying binge watchin on netflix eatin chocolate cake knowing damn well i shouldnt be . I see my boyfriend having all these damn job opportunities and acccomppishments and i feel like a BIG failure. I aint shit. im jealous of his success am i wrong for wanting to be successful and want my own paychecks and money? but i have been pushed back . I have no friends no one to talk to i hope i can recieve support from this group. im new to this group i birthed my son december 11. so im about 6 weeks pp and this postpartum depression is REAL. and it seems like im losing this battle 😢