What are the chances?! :(

Kylie • Crunchy momma 🍃 On my 4th pregnancy🤰🏻 One living rainbow child 🌈 MTHFR homozygous fighter 🙌🏼

TRIGGER

So I lost my baby at about 6 weeks along. I texted one of my good friends shortly after it happened to wish her a happy birthday and it came up. She was so sad for me...

I’m sure she would have told me if I hadn’t told her I lost my baby...but SHE is pregnant.

They told us yesterday and I literally cried from excitement. Like I am so happy for them. Not jealous AT all...

But get this...

I looked at her calendar and we literally ovulated on the same day, the month we conceived. I literally would have been as far along as her.

I’m devastated that I don’t get to be pregnant with her.

We would have been due the same week!!

It just sucks knowing what could have been.

I know this was probably a depressing post. Sorry. I just see all these pictures of friends pregnant together and it makes me sad.

But I’m just so happy a life gets to be brought into the world at the same time my baby would have been. It kinda replaces our sadness with happiness. ❤️

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I lost my first baby. I was actually due last month and me and my friend was suppose to be pregnant together. Well now I’m pregnant with my rainbow and I’ll love my goddaughter. It understand mana. It will get a little easier. Hugs 🥰🥰