TRIGGER

So I lost my baby at about 6 weeks along. I texted one of my good friends shortly after it happened to wish her a happy birthday and it came up. She was so sad for me...

I’m sure she would have told me if I hadn’t told her I lost my baby...but SHE is pregnant.

They told us yesterday and I literally cried from excitement. Like I am so happy for them. Not jealous AT all...

But get this...

I looked at her calendar and we literally ovulated on the same day, the month we conceived. I literally would have been as far along as her.

I’m devastated that I don’t get to be pregnant with her.

We would have been due the same week!!

It just sucks knowing what could have been.

I know this was probably a depressing post. Sorry. I just see all these pictures of friends pregnant together and it makes me sad.

But I’m just so happy a life gets to be brought into the world at the same time my baby would have been. It kinda replaces our sadness with happiness. ❤️