Ok, so I’ve been with my partner on and off for nearly 6 years. I knew him from school and I never even looked at him twice. I came out of a relationship and saw him and WOW he had changed. He was beautiful! We started this on/off friends with benefits thing and I fell HARD for him. We continued this on/off situation for 3 years, during this time he would message other girls and sleep with other people. I however never did, I was completely and only interested in him. Then I got pregnant, at first he didn’t want the baby, told me to have an abortion. I wouldn’t. He left me and for the first 6 months of my pregnancy, I was completely alone. My family moved away, I had nobody. Then he came back, said he wanted it to work. We had our little boy, bought our own house. 2 and a half years down the line we have our own house, we are trying for another baby and as far as He says, he is happy. But there’s one thing I just cannot get over. Before I got pregnant I was slim, I was beautiful. Now, I’ve put on weight, i have stretch marks, I am tired, I am not beautiful. But he’s still here, I can’t help but feel like he’s here only for our son. I can’t get the feeling out of my head. Do people change? Can someone wake up one day and realise that this is what they want? I’ll never feel good enough I think.