(Don’t mind the background in first pic. I moved out of bf place and came back to my mom making my room into some type of candle factory)

First trimester almost over!!!! This has definitely been a weird pregnancy so far. Not too many horrible symptoms at all. I’m only nauseous when I’m starving or if the food smells wrong. I truly hate food rn. No matter how good it looks or how good it smells my taste buds won’t agree so I just wish I could live off coke slushees all day. I pee very consistently now so I don’t wear jeans just so they don’t press on my bladder. I’m starting to get back and hip pains so I currently sleep with a pillow under my back and in between my legs. And I noticed I get crampy around my expected periods. As soon as I’m brushing my teeth and get ready to brush my tongue, I gag from the thought of doing it. So I can’t brush the back and I honestly feel like I keep this nasty taste on the back of my tongue now. I plan to get a really strong mouth wash for gargling. And lastly I’m super irritable. I just like my space even from my bf. I do suffer from prenatal depression and pure ocd so it’s kinda been hard to appreciate my pregnancy and be excited about everything. I kinda just wish I can press fast forward so I can meet my baby and not have such horrible feelings anymore. Other than that, I’m just living day to day trying to do things to actually make me excited like looking at things I want for the nursery or thinking about my birth plan. Overall this baby will get unconditional love, and I don’t care if I have to go through therapy to make sure my baby is getting 1000% from me.