So im 34 weeks pregnant, i lost my job at 24 weeks because i worked for prison and it was just to dangerous, well because of my job i didnt get to find out what that i was having a girl until i was 25 weeks so i didnt buy anything. My boyfrind is a recovering addict and when i say i mean hes only been clean since we found out i was pregnant. And just to be clear ive never done any type of drug in my life. With that being said he has relaped a few times and because of that cant get or wont get a decent job. I tried to apply for other jobs but as soon as they saw my belly they wouldnt hire me. So now here i am 34 weeks with not even a diaper to put on mh baby. The only family i have is my grandmother but she is 72 years old and tries her best but she barely has enough money to pay her bills. His family disoned him when he started doing drugs. Im terrified. When we decided to have a baby we were doing great but its just gone down hill from the time i found out till now. We are currently homeless, but my loving grandma is letting us stay with her. Before this we had to stay in a trailer with no food, electric, heat, or water. The last night we stayed it was 9 degrees outside. Then our landlord kicked us out and we couldnt even take all of our stuff due to the fact we didnt have any gas. Since ive been here ive managed to get a free bassinet and rocker but thats it. All i have. Idk if you know much a recovery but he is recovering from shooting suboxone and it takes up to 6 months to fully recover. And its hurts the whole time. Reason why he doesnt have a job. He finally did a job at the dollar store but they wont send off the back ground check and hes been waiting for 2 weeks now.

Me on the other hand im on bedrest now because the baby has been trying to come since 30 weeks. :( idk what to do. This baby is my world and i dont want to give her up for adoption so please dont ask. Does anyone know what i could do to help this? Im in need of help bad.