Please tell me I am not alone 😔

Beans

Is anyone else struggling with the emotional drain of TTC? I constantly feel alone with the monthly torture of waiting to see that 2nd line.

My husband tries to understand, but he’s a very laid back character and doesn’t understand why I stress so much about it. I think I stress cause it’s out of my control and work myself up all the time!

I am now on CD47 and AF is 12 days late and nothing but negatives but my brain keeps giving me false hope that I could still be pregnant, but know deep down that I either didn’t ovulate or my irregular is coming back 😔

I hate this feeling, it gets me really down to the point I become really moody and snappy! It just makes me want to hide away from the world! Doesn’t help at work in my office 2 girls are different stages of pregnancy and is constant baby chatter in the office 🤦🏼‍♀️ it’s not their fault but I can’t help but leave the room to cry in the toilet!

Sorry for the vent I am just so drained and emotional 😔