I didn’t know miscarriages were this painful

Rachael

As we are still trying to wrap our head around having our first miscarriage after two children , one with special needs- I didn’t know it would be this painful physically and I’m starting to wonder if my first baby was a miracle baby because my second baby has a genetic disorder and the doctor told me yesterday usually miscarriages happen with an extra chromosome. Now I can’t help but think I just have bad eggs. Any advice would be helpful or words of encouragement.