Weight gain and insecurities

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Well... Before my bf and I got together (I was 16) I used to weight 75 kg (165lbs) and I felt HUGE! Then when we got together, I lost 15kg (33lbs) (by the way, I didn’t even try, I don’t even know how I lost it lol) and I started feeling SOOO confident! And for four years I could eat anything and not gain weight! I was so happy!

But now I’ve gained almost all the weight back all at once, how did that happen!? and I’m starting to feel insecure... especially when I compare myself to girls on social media... I have belly fat and fat on my back... but of course my butt stayed the same! And I already know that if I try to lose some weight, the only thing that’ll change is my boobs!