weird denial ?

Josephine • im not able to chat i dont have premium

ok so

i know im pregnant, im 22 weeks.

but like i dont believe it?

i feel her kick

i see her on ultrasounds

i just cant believe im having a baby im going to be a mom

its weird

im happy that im having her

i love her

everytime i plan to buy her clothes or something i put it off because itll make it too real ?

EVEN THO I FELT HER MOVE AND SEEN HER. it doesnt make sense. i dont understand it.