I’ve been so much more depressed this pregnancy than I have been in years. I’ve always had depression but it was manageable until now. Now I just hope for death sometimes to escape it. I had a therapy appointment Monday that I waited two months for and I totally forgot it until Tuesday. I’m so upset bc I’ve been looking forward to it for soon long because I’m sooooo depressed. It’s so disappointing because I just know when I call back there won’t be another for a while so I’ll just be waiting some more. And I’ve been through several therapists over the years... all the good ones have retired or moved that I saw so this one is truly my only option for now. 😭