I’m upset with my body

I gave birth 5 weeks ago. I know I shouldn’t be in a hurry. I know it hasn’t been long. But despite cutting out bad (and my favorite foods) and breastfeeding I’m 20lbs above pre-pregnancy weight and I haven’t budged in 3 weeks. I also have a good sized pooch and can’t fit in my jeans. Every time I have to put back on my maternity pants I want to cry. I knew I probably wouldn’t slip down that fast but this sucks. 😩 I feel so ugly