Anger...

Does anybody feel overly angry or emotional when they get a negative result on their pregnancy test? I get so upset and I try to hide it behind a smile but my boyfriend sees right through it... he thinks I’m mad at him, I’m really not, not at all. Just wondering what’s wrong with me... his ex got pregnant so easy twice. It’s been two years and nothing. I’m young I’m not severely over weight and no other women in my family have issues having babies. I guess I’m the black sheep, and it hurts. And i want to shield my mans feelings but I feeling like crying and kicking something. I’m so disappointed.