to him

why are you like this, you’re literally perfect but now that its over i see your faults. You say you don’t feel the same anymore but how can that be, i don’t understand how 2 months ago we were both happy and you loved me. Now, you are quite rude and ignorant to how i feel but i will never have the guts to tell you exactly how i feel. Even though i want to scream at you, i still want you. I love you, but maybe not the same way i did before. It’s so difficult, and why am i trying to clean up the mess you made? maybe if you talked to me this could’ve been fixed. I never knew what was going on and that hurt me, i don’t know what to do anymore. I’m sick of you.