Kill me plz

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I feel like I don’t have shit to live for. My boyfriend and I love each other to death and can’t seem to get it right, seems like I’m never gonna have a fucking baby, I’ve been trying since 2015 for Christ sakes n I’m only 22 . & yes I’ve been to my GBYO yes I’ve got ultrasounds done, yes I’ve tried preseed, yes I’ve tried prenatal all types. ! Changed my diet except used etc !!! & my mental health is deteriorating again like 🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️kill me now .