I’ve never done this before

So I’ve only been to first base (making out) and I guy I know has recently popped up to me and he just makes me so horny all the time it’s ridiculous! Like every night we are talking and he’s says things like “I wish you were next to me.” And it’s such a turn on.”, so much I’ve only just started masterbating recently (in the time frame he’s been talking to me) and we are planning on hanging out soon but I’m scared I won’t be as forward as I am in videos.I’m quite shy on the outside but I’m really confident/ freaky down inside and only he has brought this forward in me. Like I’m not sure if I’ll be any good.

He’s very experienced and I’m not sure he gets how new I am to this

Also how hot is Colin 😍😍