I found out this morning that I am pregnant with my first child.

I'm scared, I am. And it's been a shock.

I told my mum and my grandmama, they both said some nasty thing to me, about me, and about my partner and the baby.

They're disappointed. And angry with me.

All I want is a hug, and all I'm getting is hatred. They've never wanted me to have children as mental illness runs in the family.

I just hope my partner is happy about this, because I really don't know what to do or how to feel about this.

I feel so alone and I feel like my life has just been turned upside down. I'm supposed to be happy, but this is far from it.