Pregnant and Scared

June 2018 I had a miscarriage November 2018 I had to get a d&c with twins. Now it’s January and I’m honestly scared and worried if this will stick. I have known about this for almost 2 weeks and I still haven’t told my boyfriend. I don’t want to get his hopes up to crush them again. I know he would be supportive and there for me but I hate seeing him cry. 😢🥺 my first appt is not till March 6 and I don’t know if I can keep this secret till then.honestly I’m not having pregnancy symptoms witch worries me. With both the miscarriage and D&c I didn’t feel pregnant either. Sorry about the babbling I just need to vent since I can’t tell ANYONE ELSE