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Does anyone else ever wish they would die of natural causes so suicide wasn't an option they had to take? I fantasize about getting sick and dying or getting hit by a car. Just so I can be done here.

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I used to feel this way, but now I am so terrified of death after I lost two close loved ones. It's a normal feeling for suicidal people. Therapy really helped me. Find a therapist that you click with and that will work for you. It took me going through approximately 10 therapists to find the one that has really helped me get to a better place. It was worth the search.

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When I was suicidal, yes. I sought help though. And sometimes those thoughts still creep in but it doesn’t happen nearly as often.

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Yeah I have...it’s called being passively suicidal.  Please speak with a counselor...I remember feeling how you do and it is such a heavy burden to carry

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Yes when I was severely depresses. Please please seek some help. You deserve happiness and happy people don't want to die.

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I remember just thinking that I could finally stop being such a burden, disappointment.  That it would be easier on others if I just stopped bothering them by...existing?  
It’s such a heavy emptiness

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I used to feel this way for years. I’m glad it never happened because I now have a perfect 5mo old. Find somebody you trust and can y’all to or maybe try therapy( I couldn’t cuz I have to completely trust someone to open up). It sound like bs that your probably heard a few times but things will change and be better just might take some time. If you need someone to talk to feel free to message me I promise I won’t judge you only give an ear to vent to.

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