Discouraged

Hubby and I have been ttc for 4 years I'm about to give up. I can't take it any more I can't there are so many amazing women who want baby's and are having so many problems yet women who don want them get pregnant so early again and again. It breaks my heart I know I shouldn't be envious I know it's wrong but it hurts so bad I can't breath. I can't afford fertility treatments for me and my husband nor can I afford them for just me. The emotional ups and downs of testing for ovulation and testing for pregnancy.

I wish bbd to you all and I hope your baby Dreams come true.