I need some kind words and understanding

Please bare with me I feel like my head and heart everywhere late at night. I am 8weeks pregnant with baby #2 my daughter is 10 months. We’ve been through ups and downs with this beautiful baby girl and I love watching her grown and become herself so I feel guilty having another baby so close in age. I feel like I’m going to have to rush her along the way while carrying for a newborn and the thought of it breaks my heart. I think, we’ll when they’re older they’ll be great friends, but what about now. What if now she feels neglected and regresses because mommy is paying more attention to the baby. She already struggles sleeping In her crib which is a whole other battle I’m in the midst of 🤦🏻‍♀️. Our plan was to wait two years in between but God has a different path for our lil family. I’m just not ready for it. I dont have a soul to vent to without getting judged or getting condescending bits.