Sex fantasies

Hi all,

I'm a happily married wife and a mom of a beautiful baby girl. My marriage is happy but there are some sex fantasies that I know can never be fulfilled. My husband doesn't like blow job but I like to do it. I tried to convince him but no luck. I like my hubby to eat my pussy but he doesn't like to. I watch porn to just go into the fantasy world of mine sometimes. I also feel to get on lesbian dating site just for my sex fantasies but wouldn't do that. Can any of you guide me with ideas that can help me get my husband to make my fantasy come true