More often than not, I seem to have issues getting my fiance hard... I don't know what it is, I know just about everything that gets him going and it hardly ever seems to work when I try.

I've never had this problem with any other man I've been with, just my fiance.

He says he enjoys it and he doesn't know why he isn't getting hard when I do things to him. But I think he's just saying that to make me feel better. Usually dicks don't lie.

I feel so incompetent and unattractive and ashamed that I seem to be having this many issues with getting him in the mood when I'm in the mood.

I think I'm just going to give up..

This is really making me feel depressed.

I've also noticed that he seems to want me more when I'm not around. Like, he's hornier when I'm not near him. Them when I go over to his house, he pretends like he was never even horny.

Most of the time when I go to visit him, when he opens the door to his apartment, he's hard, but after I'm there for literally a minute, he's soft.

I don't know what the fuck to do.

I'm starting to feel like it's just me..