Venting

My husband and I knew we wanted more children after we got married. We had our son (without even trying) right after we graduated college. Nonetheless, it was challenging, but we did it. We got our own place, he worked 2 jobs just so I could stay home for the first couple years I went back to work - WHICH I LOVE, We saved enough money to have a beautiful wedding, went on our honeymoon. and we decided going into this year we were going to start trying.

First time, BFN. Okay - maybe it’s my body trying to adjust after birth control.

Second month of trying - got opk’s and preseed. Period is due tomorrow - took a test this AM BFN.

I know I shouldn’t get discouraged - and maybe it won’t be as easy as I thought it would be, but I can’t help to feel a little envious of all the posts of BFP. While I’m so happy for y’all, I wish that was me. And then I think of all the women who have been trying for YEARS with no luck and , and I am reminded that I’m so lucky to even have my 3 year old son. So many women would do anything to even have 1 child, I just have to trust Gods timing & his plan. He never disappoints. ❤️

Okay I’m done - now I wait for Aunt Flo 👹