FINALLY!!!!

My fianceé and I have tried for nearly a year to get pregnant. Back in September I miscarried. I didn't know I was pregnant at all. I found out because I was showering one day and I literally held it in my hand... I couldn't tell him. It broke my heart. I went into major depression to the point where I just hoped that I didn't wake up the next day because I didn't have my baby. Eventually we broke up (a break more or less) not because of the miscarriage but because we just fought too much and I bottle things in until I explode.

Throughout this time we still met up occasionally and did the nasty though.

Anyways lol we've always been sure that we wanted a baby. Through the good and the bad. Now, keep in mind that I took the pill for 6 years because my period would send me to the hospital from the pain and the amount of blood I'd loose from it.

I thought that with the miscarriage, having a baby would be nearly impossible. I eventually became obsessed, per say, with trying to have a baby. I'd basically force him to have sex with me the time I was ovulating.

He always said "just stay positive" but i never did. Until we just casually had sex here and there. Turns out, I wasn't stressed anymore which helped me get pregnant. I'm currently 5 weeks pregnant.

I'm the happiest i can be. I still can't believe that we're going to be parents. After begging for a year to be blessed with a baby... It finally paid off. I'm going to be a mom!!!!