Feeling so blah. Nothing is going right. I just need some life advice

Anyone have any advice for a pathetic 24 year old?

Feeing like I’m missing something or I need something......

Not loving my job - I’ve been applying places but no luck.

Every time I try and do something fun with my friends I feel like bothering them. I always put in all the effort and I get like maybe 50 percent back......

Trying to develop a love life - online dating but everyone is ghosting me

I really really really really reallly want to travel somewhere but none of my friends are up for it.....do I go by myself?

I also want to get involved in a community theater near me. I’m just missing something

I love painting and I usually spend all my time painting on the weekends hopefully to one day sell but idk.....I’m just feeling so blah lately.