Gender reveal disappointment

Br

Not by the gender I knew it was a girl from the beginning but by the attendance or lack of attendance I invited like 20 people and literally 7 showed up and two of them don’t count because it was there house I didn’t want to have one to begin with because of this and I don’t want a baby shower because of this it makes me feel bad so why not just skip the depression and not have one🤷🏾‍♀️