Not sure how much more I can take.

My kids love my bf but I’m not happy. He’s controlling, he puts me down he back pedals. Criticizes everything I say and do. If he says something that upsets me he starts mocking me and saying “oh I’m mad now cuz I’m 5 years old” keeps telling me to grow up. I have no one to talk to. Makes me feel like it’s all my fault and that I’m crazy.