Idk I just need advice

India

Ok so I was bullied from 4-6th grade and my mom pulled both me and my brother out of public school and started homeschooling, and thats when my mental health began to go down hill. I started to become anorexic, but I wasn’t full anorexic cause my parents are well my parents and made sure I at least ate dinner and I would try to get out of lunch as much as I could. But it didn’t always work so I would get mad at myself and start cutting. Since then I’m better with anorexia but I’m still depressed and cutting. I don’t do it as much, but when I talk to my mom about it she just compares me to other kids with like cancer or kids who can’t walk and stuff like that. She doesn’t really understand it I guess. But I don’t like to go to my best friend about it cause she has her own problems to deal with. That also who my mom compares me to is my best friend bc she lost her mom. And at this point idk what to do so I just need advice ig